INDIGO DREAMS

The adventure started when the school I worked for gave me a very special voucher to one of the popular KZN Midlands Meander Spas.  

I was so excited at the prospect of being pampered and spoilt because there was no ways I would  have afforded to spend time at a prestigious establishment such as it was under normal circumstances.   The only drawback was that I did not want to go on my own.   I approached my BFF, Sonja,  and she jumped at the opportunity but took it one stage further.   If we go why dont we stay the night.   Why not indeed!

The day dawned bright and freezing cold!   There had been snow on the mountains over the past two days.   The Mills voodoo does it again.   Our Motto is 'wherever we go we take the weather with us.'   The prospect of donning bikini (dont laugh that is what was on the requirement sheet!) and heading out into the bush on a landie to a boma to have a full body massage was to say the least -daunting!

We packed scarves, tracksuits, socks, beanies and lots of coats just in case and meandered our way through the Midlands.   Our booking was for 12 noon so a very pleasant morning was had moving from one fireplace to another as we visted establishment after establishment.

The most beautiful little Hathaway cottages nestling in fields of lavender greeted us as we rounded the bend in the road.   The hotel was bathed in brilliant noonday sunshine.   We were welcomed enthusiastically and shown our suite.  Luxury suite! We had two double beds, one in a mezzanine loft room above the lounge.   There was underfloor heating and a wonderful heater in the ceiling of the bathroom.   So cosy and warm.

We were escorted to the dining room where we had an exquisite lunch of caramilized onion and blue cheese tart with salad and fresh olive rolls, piping hot and dripping with real farm butter.   Champagne was offered and very welcomely received!!!    This did not bode well for things to come.

After lunch we were advised to return to our rooms and change into our bikinis.    Fresh white towelling gowns were laid out on the beds together with taupe coloured hooded ponchos made of thick polar fleece.   Sonja was the first to dress and nearly drowned in her gown.   I put mine on and it could not even meet in the middle so we had to swop.   By this time we were screaming with laughter.   I am 6osomething and Sonja much younger, bikinis were something from our very distant past.   Luckily were are best friends!
When dressed in our hoodies we looked like two monks escaped from the monastery.   Added to this we had on tracksuit pants, socks and shoes.   What a sight!

We were escorted to the rooms where the steam bath and jacuzzi were.   Two lovely ladies greeted us and requested we sit down and take our shoes and socks off.   These were prized off our feet as it was so cold.   Luckily they were placed in bowls of warm water with hundreds of orange petals floating in them.   Our feet were washed thoroughly clean and dried carefully.   Then we were taken to the steam bath.   The tiles on the floors were ice cold but once we had disrobed and climbed into the fibreglass steam room we started to thaw out a bit.   I began to get claustrophobic when the steam started pumping out but the thought of going out into the cold air held me back.   Champagne started oozing out of every pore in my body.   I was scared Sonja was going to get more drunk on the smell of it!  Luckily the ladies rescued her by calling us to another treatment room after ten long minutes in the steam.   We scuttled down the frozen passage with just our towels wrapped around us.
The next phase was  a salt scrub.   Kilos and kilos of salt mixed with lavender oils were poured over us from top to bottom and our skins were brushed this way and that to exfoliate.    It was an amazing sensation and each time the cold salt was poured over me I screamed and hissed at the chill.

Eventually we were whisked back to a steaming hot jacuzzi and we gratefully slipped into the welcoming water.    What a treat!    To make matters even more pleassant we were offered more champagne!  I have never really enjoyed a jacuzzi before, it  seemed such a pointless exercise just sitting in one place, but my eyes were opened.   This was pure and utter luxury and quite decadent to be sipping champagne in a steaming hot jacuzzi in the middle of the afternoon in the middle of the week was just too marvelous!!!!

Too bad it had to end.   Pickled like the proverbial prune we valiantly dried ourselves, tried dressing as best we could and made our way back to our suite.   Note I did not say room because this was hardly a 'room' it was much too elegant and luxurious.
We got out of our wet bikinis, quite chuffed with ourselves at being able to pull this one off at our ages and not really looking too bad.   You must realise we had had quite a skinful of champagne by this stage!
Dressed like the escaped monks again were were offered hot water bottles, climbed onto a open sided landie and driven down into the valley, past fields and fields of lavender, to where a river runs through.   The landie dropped us off and there in the middle of the bush were two deck chairs where we had to wait.   It was so peaceful and quiet and I really was most grateful that it was not raining.   We could see a curl of smoke rising from the tree tops further in to the bush and looked forward to being close to a fire wherever we were going.

The real treat of the day then took place.   A full body massage, which took one and a half hours, in a cosy boma with a beautiful log fire burning away and the only sounds we heard were the river running gently past and the cattle lowing in the distance.    All the cares resting on our shoulders were pummelled and pushed and gently rubbed away.  

The experience moved me to write a poem:

INDIGO DREAMS

A thoughtful voucher graciously given

to experience a little bit of heaven.

My bestfriend and I set off for a day

to be pampered and spoilt.

What can we say?

Steam baths, jacuzzis, salt scrubs,

champagne and amazing food.

Hoodies and gowns, hot water bottles,

snow on the mountains

and a ride in a open landie with a hood.

A place in the bush where a river

runs through.

Healing hands that pummelled and pushed,

pampered and soothed.

Truffles and Amarulla -

what more can we ask?

We are so blest to have been given this rest.

No work, no cooking not one little task!

Lavender hues, lavender perfume,

acres and acres of Indigo fields

sets the scene for

INDIGO DREAMS!



With hair standing on end we looked like trolls in our outfits but rubbed warm and glowing all over we had not a care in the world.   Dinner in pyjamas with lots of red wine.   Decadent food, delicious puddings and Amarulla ands truffles finished the day on a high and bed was a welcome retreat.

Who says a day at the Spa is gruelling and tough?   

Who says you have to exist on a lettuce leaf?  

Who says it is a boot camp of note?

We are so lucky to have on our doorstep
Our Midlands Meander -
the best Spas in the world and

my Indigo dreams. 

DELIGHTS

Last Saturday I attended a Ladies Conference at the All Saints Church.   There were nearly 400 women and the theme was Desires, Dreams and Delights.   We had very good speakers brought in from Johannesburg and Durban and they gave us enormous inspiration but what really came through very clearly is that God delights in you NO MATTER WHAT!    You are unique and worthy despite your baggage and your STUFF.   We are all human and ALL carry baggage!    Yet God loves us NO MATTER WHAT.

Our parents grew up fearing God.   He was this huge gaint of a man who had to be held in awe and trembling.   I watched my mother go through such terror wondering if she was worthy of a place in Heaven with God when the time came because she had married twice (the second time after my father died) and who would her husband be in Heaven.?    I watched the nuns pray with her, I prayed with her, but her fear did not abate.   Her God was not the loving, all forgiving, best friend that today's generation knows.

I am not sure I have such an amazing relationship with God.   I know He has an influence in my life and I thank Him every day for the blessings that I have - and I have many!    Yet am I really doing the things he wants of me?

If I examine the 10 Commandments I know that I break some of them just about every day no matter how hard I try.   Yet I heard on Saturday that God delights in me despite that.   It is an amazing feeling to think that I am so special to Him.

When push comes to shove we only have ourselves to make the correct choices.   It is up to us to move our lives in the right direction.   It is scary making decisions but when I know that God is with me every step of the way and guiding my mind and my hand in all I do I can only be grateful that I am on the right track.

We can and we must reach out to others in our lives but at the end of the day we have to stand up and be counted for our own lives.   We must love ourselves and delight in ourselves otherwise how can we love our neighbour?

ENCOUNTERS

This week has been a hectic one with something pencilled into my diary every day.    Monday started off really unusually.   I had been to a Rose Society talk a couple of months ago where we raised money for a young 18 year chap with Fanconi's disease who is confined to his home because of the fear of getting germs.  Fanconi's is similar to Aplastic Aneamia where the blood does not work properly and he is waiting for a bone marrow transplant.   Patients are very susceptable to picking up any germs going around.

The idea was to send him on a computer course to help him alleviate the boredom as he was suffering from depression.

I have a friend who worked at St Nicholas who also has Aplastic Aneamia and is also sitting at home waiting for a bone marrow transplant.   Long story short I arranged for the two to meet.   Lynn and I went to Shane's home where he lives with his grandmother.    They were very polite but we got the impression he had been forced to meet with us and that he was not at all interested.   He was negative about everything.   He has a gothic look with long hair parted in the middle which hides his very white face and dark sad eyes.  

Lynn is just such a positive person.  She was only diagnosed at the age of 23 and is now 28.   She is planning on having a child after the bone marrow transplant and has been advised to harvest her eggs in case the treatment makes her infertile.    She is a very sick person but does everything possible to keep on top of the disease.  

The young guy on the other hand is a very angry young man.   He was diagnosed at the age of 4 and was told he would be dead at age 16.   He was sick of being prodded and probed and at the age of 13 he stopped going to doctors and stopped all medication.   The miracle is that he is still alive!   The only power he has over his very domineering grandmother is to refuse any treatment.   We were astonished.   Lynn became very agry with him because he was so negative about everything and had still managed to live for 5 years without medication.   The question is has he got the disease after all !!!!   He has never seen a haemotologist nor an oncologist.  

Shane's grandmother had to leave us for a while and the difference in the young guy was amazing.   He became more animated.   He and Lynn spoke geek talk about computers.   They both love shopping on line.   They both use Skype to communicate.   Lynn's user name is 'Bouncing Tigger' - very aptly named and -wait for it- Shane's user name is 'The Grim Reaper'!!!!

I hope that a little bit of Lynn's positivity rubs off on Shane and that he continues to live but with a more positive attitude.

For me it was an encounter of a really unusual nature and made me stop and think..   Here I am at sixty something and in very good health and these very young people with their whole lives in front of them were discussing what they want at their funerals.   I could die before them but statistically, if they do not get bone marrow transplants, they will die soon.

I cant give bone marrow because I am too old but if you are reading this and you are younger than 50 please consider having your bone marrow checked out.   There are thousands of people waiting for transplants.

SEEDS

The Gospel this Sunday was the 'Sower of the Seeds' and I found it very interesting even after hearing it for the sixty first time in my life.   This year one of my New Year's resolutions was to try and walk closer to Jesus in my spiritual journey.   My question has always been why are we here on earth?
We are given the Penny Catechism version ' To know God, to love God and to listen to God in this life so that we may be with Him in Heaven eventually'.   It was so simple then!

One thing I do miss about St Nicholas is the spiritual journey.   There are people from all denominations and they are at different stages of their walk with Jesus.   I admire the people who have had this amazing revelation and accepted God into their lives and are completely changed.   I envy the people who talk about Jesus as their personal friend.   The person I enjoy the most though is Angus Buchan.  He obviously walks very close to God yet he is so humble and makes things so clear.   You can open his Farmer's Journal at any given day and its message will be relevant to that day.

The other book I enjoy is 'Shelter from the Storn' - a book that Anthony van Velden introduced me to.   That is also a very relevant and insightful book.   Why do I not find the Bible 'relevant and insightful'?   Why can I not just sit down and read it and get joy and understanding from it?   This is a major difficulty for me.   I want to walk closer to both God and Jesus.   I want to know more about the Holy Spirit.   I know for a fact that they play a significant role in my life, I just have to hold Matthew in my arms and see his beautiful face to know that.    I just have to look at my life and see how blessed I am in every way to know that.   Yet I want to walk closer.   I need to walk closer and I do not know how.

What seeds have I planted?   Have they grown and produced results?   Do I walk the talk?   
I wonder!

Biorythms

I think that our biorythms play a huge role in our lives.   I know for sure that June is the month that I always feel my worst.   If I look back in time it is always round about this time of the year that I fall ill or something major happens in my life.   My earliest recollections of being ill were in Winter in Welkom in the Free State.   Dry, arid, dusty days cooped up in our house in St Helena with my Gran looking after us and making us Barley Water to build up our strength.   I lost my dad in June.   I lost my Gran in June.   I lost a baby in June.   I remember the June of 1999 when I put together a fundraiser for Animal Anti Cruelty League at St Nicholas.   I got so stressed that I went down with the real 'flu and it took nearly 4 weeks to shake it off.

This June is no different.   I have been hit so hard with another strain of 'flu.   Not Swine flu but a swine of a 'flu none the less.   The doctor says this one hits the intestines as well as the lungs.   I may loose weight if nothing else!!!

The one saving grace is that my children are all out of this environment and having wonderful times wherever they are.   Kerri phoned from Athens to say she is sitting at a Taverna having a Greek Salad and a glass of wine.   The weather is fantastic and they had just visited the Acropolis.
Bryan and Robs and Matt are enjoying themselves in Underberg.   Hopefully the weather is not too cold there.  And Rob is watching the sardines pass from the cottage in Elysium.   

It is only Derby and Joan at home who have to contend with the dreadful lurgys doing the rounds!

MATTHEW

Our grandson, Matthew, is the light of our lives.   He turned 18 months yesterday and is a really busy and active little chap.   He has his grandfather wrapped right around his little finger because which Grandpa can resist a shiny little smiley face with a ball in its arms asking to be played with?

Of course I think he is the cleverest child in the whole world (which Grandmother doesn't?) but I am convinced!   He can listen to a command and follow it through to the end like 'Fetch your Peter Rabbit book, bring it to Nan and I will read you a story' and he will do just that.

But the best compliment he paid me, and it just warmed my heart, was when he smacked his lips at my egg and bacon pie the other day, brought his bowl to me and said 'More Nan!'   

If you know my cooking you will know this is high praise indeed and one compliment I will always treasure.

Another Short Story

A MASSIVE MIDMAR MEANIE

We all know that there is one thing we can expect in Kwa Zulu Natal and that is WEATHER!   It does not matter what colour or creed you are, if you live in Kwa Zulu Natal you are sure to be affected at one time or another by some form of weather.

 It could be rain, hail, wind, snow or unbearable heat, you name it, we experience it!   Floods that ravage the lands and ruin lives, tornados that destroy buildings and crops, snow that blocks roads and cuts off communities for days on end, high tides and massive waves that eat away at our coastline.   Not to mention droughts that cripple farmers, ruin lives, human as well as animal, and fires, the horror from which the Midlands is still reeling.

The year was 1985.   Kwa Zulu Natal had just recovered from a mean drought and South Africa from a major economic recession.   In Pietermaritzburg we had experienced water shortages never experienced before nor since.     Drastic measures were taken which saw all residents of the City using grey water (bath and kitchen water) to wash clothes, fill toilets, water gardens and wash cars.   Hosepipe use was banned.  

The relieving rains came early in the year and the dams started to fill up.   The economy picked up and people began being optimistic about the future.   Water restrictions were lifted and life started to return to normal.

 Our family decided to purchase a yacht as our favourite pastime was meeting family and friends out at Midmar or Albert Falls Dams over the weekends and sailing or ski boating, depending on who had what. 

 We were really greenhorns at sailing and bought a very old Winsome Monohull wooden yacht that had seen many, many seasons on the water.   We looked forward to spending happy hours out sailing on Midmar.

That particular Sunday in February saw us awake with the sparrows, ready and eager to try out our new boat.   Dawn held the promise of blistering heat midday.   A perfect family Sunday!  We packed the boat full of the necessities for the day, and more.   Chairs, tables, umbrellas, blankets, pillows, bicycles, picnic baskets, cooler bags, food and more food, hats, costumes, balls and lots and lots of sun tan cream.  

Our newly acquired life jackets held the most important position in the boat together with an old miner’s hard hat which had to be worn by the person steering the rudder in case the boom swung around too quickly and hit them on the head (I told you we were greenhorns!)

We set off early so as to secure a spot close enough to the edge of the dam yet with some shady trees.    We were light of heart and so eager to get onto the dam.   Little did we know what awaited us!

Setting up camp took time but everybody pitched in good naturedly.   The quicker we did it the quicker the fun would start.   Family and friends started to join us and the party grew bigger.   Some brought their own boats and soon there was lots of activity taking place.   It was very festive.   Young mothers with toddlers sat chatting on the blankets.   They swopped child rearing anecdotes while fathers and older children braved the mirror-like waters.   There was hardly a breath of wind and at times the paddles came out to get the boats back to shore.

The braai fires were lit and soon the sweet smell of meat cooking filled the air.   What more could one ask of life?   Lazy, hazy, holiday days!

The only shadow that blotted the day had been the arrival of a group of loud students who had parked next to our camp.   They opened their car doors and played their music at full throttle, they drunk copious quantities of beer and were quite a rough lot but we ignored them and wished they would go away.  We would not let them spoil our perfect day.  

At around 2.30 I noticed a few of the more experienced sailor types starting to pack up.

‘Where are you going?’ I asked.

‘See those clouds over there.   They look ominous,’ was the reply.

‘Just a few little clouds,’ I scoffed.

We said our goodbyes to the ‘party poopers’ and carried on sailing.   The wind that had suddenly sprung up made our sailing so much more fun.   We were dipping and rolling all over the place.   Balancing the yacht by hanging out over the edge became quite an adrenalin pumping exercise.   

Eventually it was my turn to sit out and I gave the gathering clouds a cursory look.   A little worm of anxiety started to snake its way around my gut.   Maybe it would be a good idea to pack a few things into the car just in case the heavens did open.   The clouds were, by this time, banking up quite ominously and the wind had whipped the dam into a sea of high waves.

I managed to attract my husband’s attention out on the dam and beckoned to him to return with the children.   The feeling of anxiety was now growing as I watched more and more people hurriedly pack their cars and leave.   I did notice though, that the students were not moving!   In fact they looked as if they had all died.     They were draped in various positions under the car, in the car and half hanging out of the car.   Only the music reverberated from the speakers.

We debated the situation and decided that, as we were having such a good time, we would batten down the hatches and wait out the storm.   It probably wouldn’t amount to anything!

Quickly we pulled the boat up to higher, dry ground, let down the sails and, after stuffing all our things into every nook and cranny we could find in the car, we climbed aboard and parked the car under a tree for protection in case it hailed.   The heavens opened!

And open they did!   Sheets of rain, blown by gale force winds, hit us unrelentingly.   Lightening streaked the sky and frightening thunder claps hit the air.   Mayhem ensued.   Trees around us were being uprooted as we watched helplessly.   The car rocked from side to side with the force of the wind.   We were at the elements’ mercy and there was nothing we could do.   Suddenly I heard my husband cry ‘the boat, the boat’, and with that he opened the door and literally flew out of the car as the wind whipped the door from his grasp. ‘Come back,’ I cried, ’don’t be mad, you can’t do anything.’ But he was gone.

The yacht had literally taken off like an aeroplane.   It lifted up into the air and flew straight into the dam.   My husband ran after it.   I saw the students all clamour out of their car and follow my husband into the water.  While the rain pelted them and the wind howled around them they formed a human chain and with incredible strength managed to pull the yacht out of the water back onto dry land.   Somehow they managed to secure it and while patting themselves on their backs and shaking hands they started making their way back to the cars, doubled over against the force of the wind.

Then the strangest thing happened.   For some reason the students, and my husband, ran back into the dam.   They were shouting and diving in and out of the water like mad things.

It seemed like forever that they just kept on diving into the muddy, churning waters over and over again.   Then one of the students ran out of the dam and went to their car, looked into the window and then yelled at the others.   That stopped the antics in the water.   They all ran back to their car laughing hysterically, including my husband.

Later, when he was towel dried and safely back in the rocking car with his very worried family, my husband explained that the students had thought that one of their friends had drowned because they did not see him get out of the water.  That was when one of the more sober students went to check the car and found that the friend had, in fact, not been involved in the rescue at all but had passed out on the back seat of the car and had missed out on all the fun!

The storm raged on regardless!

Cars were being crushed by falling trees.   Boats had capsized out on the water.   Caravans were crabbing towards the edge of the dam as they were pushed by the force of the wind and the rushing storm water.  

Just as it had come so the storm suddenly stopped.   The sun came out and before us lay the most amazing devastation.   Cautiously we got out of the car and surveyed the scene.

The sky was an incredible cobalt blue.   The wind was fresh and strong but no longer held any danger.   The dam had risen by at least three meters.   Boat hulls were scattered all over the dam, broken masts and crushed cars could be seen, even an ablution block had been hit by a fallen tree.  An eerie stillness hung over everything as shocked and traumatized people slowly emerged from their hidey holes.     

 A mutual camaraderie was formed among us as shocked stranger talked to stranger and neighbour helped traumatized neighbour.

Eventually we packed up our drenched boat and with the help of the now very sober students and our new ‘best friends’, we cleared away as much of the debris we could to carve a path back to the road.   At that stage we did not comprehend the death and destruction that had taken place all around us.   We were tired, exhilarated and pleased with the success of our first foray into the sailing world.   We had survived, hadn’t we?

It was only the next day when we read the headlines in the Natal Witness about the real horror and mayhem created by the storm that we fully realized what danger we had been in and how lucky we had been to come away with no injuries or damages to the car or the boat.  

From that day on we developed a healthy respect for the storms that prevail over Midmar Dam and learnt to pack up with the rest of the ‘party poopers’ at the first sign of an ominous cloud, no matter how small!

There would be no more waiting out those Massive Midmar Meanies for us!